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( 8:24 PM ) summer^^
Life's wheels
In less than one month from now, I will be turning 28. Yep. Twennyeight. The number looks so old to me. I am old! It honestly felt like only last year when I first joined Globe, being 21, being the fresh grad and an IT cadet in the team. Being the one trained, and being the youngest in the group. Fast forward to present, being 27, there are now a lot of much younger people around me. im treated as one of the oldies/senior in the team and now I'm the one giving the training to the newbies. I look at the new hires and think they are such babies. Oh boy. How i miss being the baby in the group. The wheels of life have defintely turned.
Way back in 2004, I thought and I had planned to myself that I will get married by the age of 25 to be able to start having kids at the age of 26. Fast forward to 2010.... Where am i now? No kids yet, not married, just broken up, single and without a prospect. Oh my. Who would hace thought?!? The wheels of lovelife have turned rusty and seemed to be stuck with me being single.
And then, over the last 5 years, I have constantly dreamt of and told myself that i will be living indepedently and working in a different country, specifically in the US. However... At present, im still here in my beloved ol' Philippines, serving my country, and living with my parents. The wheels of life are definitely not moving in this area of my life.
Life really sometimes does not go according to your plan. Does not give you what you desire or aspire for. Sometimes, pessimistic as it may sound, life simply sucks. Big time. (I am nega today, sorry).
And there's really nothing we can do about it, but to just live and suck in all these life's little imperfections. Or just die.
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